Sandhya Thapa

Pout, Shout, doubt, I carry all I can cover myself from fall No- a word for my first Kiss Sacred but didn't dare to miss Folded heavenly feelings to love you But wasn't it hard to forget you too I confess- Non of the thing was impossible Neither to love you like heavenly bliss Nor to forget you like you don't exist

Fantasy of False Face Kissed by the kiss Right at this moment Touch of  lips Gently plucked on the forehead ....so sweet Nervous with the touch Smiling face was asking how one can dare? Emotion was then,  sold mixed And I don't know how to share Nothing can fill I lost that thrill A dawn like experience Missing that faceless face. (Reliving Past)

Amity Yellow, red, green and blue It flutters everywhere Almost in all colour Noticed by everybody Story of a beautiful butterfly Destined to lead a colourless life Story of a housefly Closely admired Colour becomes boring too Once attracted to the housefly Hello to housefly Hallowness affects a butterfly Housefly flutters high to fly away -away She wants, she doesn't have a black and white life she undervalued memories of her coloured life Now her love is dis -valued rests only in her memory Beauty she has turned to misery She doesn't look old But she has lost her glory Will it come back? Will she reckon her colourful life? Yellow, red, green and blue It flutters everywhere Almost in all colour Noticed by everybody Story of a beautiful butterfly Destined to lead a colourless life Story of a housefly Closely admired Colour becomes boring too Once attracted to the housefly Hello to housefly Hallowness affects a butterfly Hou...

Queer Qualm I drew old arc to be together To remain safe happy forever But few hearts are immune to emotions Folded happiness in memories Long to go but this time alone Talking to myself, road does't reply Sterilized heart remains unsettle All the thoughts are scattered Not knowing safest place Once amidst happiness soon to be sadness Now amidst sadness soon to be baseless

Touched yet Untouched Love will set us apart From the crowd Everything we have come from heart Like a morning breeze As I feel, at your sight Indescribable, touched yet Untouched- and I always seek My reason to write love poems My reason to realize romance My reason to bring smile... Its's you

Blue moon promises You said "Hello" Everything started to glow You decorated everything Even dark cloud makes its way When just "Hello" you say Many days have passed Miles I have walked For you I have smiled With you wish I will keep it Till eternity my sweetheart There is noting to keep apart That's I promise to you under blue moon As we are to start our new life so soon

Someday for sure, You will reach at summit of your desire I would be there to applaude what you will acquire I might or might not accompany you I might not do your part to it too But I will be there to erase your sweat drops of forehead In your journey when you will get exhausted I might not be blamed or praised for your success What ever you would come with You would see my happy face And I will be next to you in all the race Its victory or anything else I won't leave alone you to face. Your race is yours not mine but if you need helping hand You will see me next to you to accept your command

Can't you be a prince charming from a fairy tale? I don't demand it all the time But when I show my love at least be alike Can't you put you multi million attitude away? our life is at stake, its not about single day But when I feel I wish you'd feel the same No, you aren't short term memory loss case, my Dear I know you won't forget me and I don't ask you to assure But when I doubt, answer good and strong to appear No shadow can remain with us forever No you aren't my shadow not I'm yours But when I wish to see you with me At least give me the feeling, yes you are there with me Can't you give me a blend of positive vibes An amalgam of secure and sweet love When I ask to gather my dream Please say, yes... you would Albeit you don't plan

I don't know what to do To close my eyes or stop while you go I have no clue Either to hide or show What I am going through? Traveled no where I was always there But nothing kept us near Drifted by destiny Reacted own way Fell into chaotic certainty Neither Yes, nor No But always you choose to go Cause you have got your altered ego - Sandhya Thapa