Into hibernation

The month of Loving is finished
The feeling's in
Damaged and rotten. I am all heart
October's the same month for acceptance and rejection
- for me

This roof's sloppy as it should be
Rusty handles cant handle
I'm at ruin among the dead hearts

Let me fill air in an empty vessel
This heart is unsolved matter
Vessels full of air won't be noticed
Its empty but still its full
But go unnoticed

If only the empty heart, brain work alone
I will go into hibernation and will never come back
Cause I'm for six months and I'm not ordinary