Mid-way Cz life is Grey

I played with the luck
Went into forbidden zone
Attached to detached heart
Once again, to save my soul

All those experiences were experiments
But experiments are now my life
Once I panicked
Smooth path turned to puzzling path

Sometime I accept and sometime I deny
Life is mixed with acceptance and denial
but nothing has remained in life
Than the heaps of acceptance and denial
Lost and abandoned

Two heaps are-  each sides
I'm searching mid-way to go through
But I'm all standing at the heaps all together
No Left ,
                                                                                        No Right
                           just a mid way

Coz life is not black and white but grey