Resign before being extorted.

Reality is much like me
Short distance and weight like null
Not so beautiful as it should be
Because it is much like me
Short distance n light weighted n ugly.

As one resigns job before being extorted
As they think they will be expelled soon
I do feel the same
Want to resign before I may get extorted
Not from job from this living dead life.

And I want to prevent myself from being expelled.

Got what I want ...but iam feeling
to remain alive... Iam gradually dying
Nothing charms me... all mine butterflies are flying...away...somewhere
Couldnt  catch it hence Im standing
Still... I dnt knw what is so easy and rare
That will grab mine heart i.e. loitering

Dont lose anything big or  even less
Emptyheeart required someone's bless
exhausted my body ,mind and soul-
want to go somewhere there is no human race
-need some fresh few air that can fill
and provide new energy in right and real

The deep dreamer in me cry for the help I need
Its the memory of broken seconds I cant get rid
Off, actually im weak cant keep pretending to be brave
Still mood of my mind has traveled very long
In an exhausted mood it cant find a lovely song