The Time I couldn’t Make mine

That strange silence haunts me
Posted so near yet so unmine I felt
Blocked way was all open and clear
Needed the help to reach there though
Nobody helped me
Even I couldn’t help myself
Near stay wasn’t for me
And I couldn’t cross that line
Left alone n now just left with little contemplation
I don’t know mine generalization will take me where
I can’t give it a loud sound n I’m numb now
In along deep silence I made a move
It gone unnoticed cant regret coz I know the reason now
After all when u lose all ur gratitude you don’t deserve others right attitude
After losing mine solemn me and my desire
And even after knowing the fact I have no much strength left
Iam Lost in me Sad low n heavy mine mood is
One true scene create so much change in me
I see every time in mirror
I realized I lost mine purity , a hope, a desire
I can’t clearly say now I give up
But mine heart is inclining to the direction where the end is one reality though its better