I never desired it to be meaningful. I utterly demonstrate thing that can entertain others when I strongly deserved one to be heard and noticed but I am unable to be so. I am unable to express a grief I am holding for long. I long for few things but I am unable to figure it out what...
Specially when I see red bindi, red bangles and red ornaments hanging on her neck, i question myself for what is she cladding them. She is married but her marriage proved she is not a successful wife. She hasn't met her husband for long. She has moved on and precisely away from her husband though she hasn't forgotten him. She doesn't forget him not because he was her teenage mistake but a father of her son too. She has no reason to be cladding red bindi, sindur and potey
or even such ornaments which proves she is once married or did blunder of getting married a wrong man because there is always her son to remind the whole world.
What does she regret the most? Of him being her teenage mistake or of him being father to her only son?
She may panic but how she inks it or like all say time heals, has she been healed from her broken home?
I am always scared of being end up with rake. I never want a heart break and sad love story. Yes I do have one I dedicate all the love song I listen to. I know love with him is pure. He doesn't think so much but I do.
God forbidden, if something happens how will she console her. Her bright attire keeps her happy. She seems to be happy to me too. But is she?? When it gets dark can she sleep in peace? I know moon doesn't ask any question to her not stars poke her. But these companions are not enough for her I think. In her solitude, can she smile at the memory she made with him? Or she tries to forget because it hurts.
I believe as she sees smile on her son's face, she forgets everything. She might not regret of what has happened to her because it was love once she experienced with him no matter whether he is there for her or not at the moment. So she is proud to be called a married woman. Boasting along she wears sindur, bindi and potey.
Specially when I see red bindi, red bangles and red ornaments hanging on her neck, i question myself for what is she cladding them. She is married but her marriage proved she is not a successful wife. She hasn't met her husband for long. She has moved on and precisely away from her husband though she hasn't forgotten him. She doesn't forget him not because he was her teenage mistake but a father of her son too. She has no reason to be cladding red bindi, sindur and potey
What does she regret the most? Of him being her teenage mistake or of him being father to her only son?
She may panic but how she inks it or like all say time heals, has she been healed from her broken home?
I am always scared of being end up with rake. I never want a heart break and sad love story. Yes I do have one I dedicate all the love song I listen to. I know love with him is pure. He doesn't think so much but I do.
God forbidden, if something happens how will she console her. Her bright attire keeps her happy. She seems to be happy to me too. But is she?? When it gets dark can she sleep in peace? I know moon doesn't ask any question to her not stars poke her. But these companions are not enough for her I think. In her solitude, can she smile at the memory she made with him? Or she tries to forget because it hurts.
I believe as she sees smile on her son's face, she forgets everything. She might not regret of what has happened to her because it was love once she experienced with him no matter whether he is there for her or not at the moment. So she is proud to be called a married woman. Boasting along she wears sindur, bindi and potey.
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