Standing at the Tomb of Dead Creativity

Sometime I feel I am standing at the tomb of dead creativity
I can't write something exciting
But undoubtedly I am trying my best
To pen down something interesting
To have some aesthetic value
How can I be so dumb?
How can I be so slow?
I should have something
creative or non creative but a creation of mine own
I am at the highest peak
Not to pick anything but to fall
Rest is pretty, first at the nest
Mumbling only memories
Standing at the tomb of dead creativity