Reality or Fantasy?

Unnecessary romance helped me a lot
To be stronger than before
To get changeless different faces
Sweetness of love
Mingled with romance
Sweet and sour all the time
Unfulfilled all desires
And speak a lot
Mind hurts with the example of reality
Romantic heart tries to heal with fantasy
In between the tussle of mind and heart who will win?
And what a winner will win?
For all of these, I did my best sin.