Sandhya Thapa

When truth and lie collide I heard a sound Couldn't figure it out What was that? Unique from the rest Or trying to be best Clear yet it was blur Mirage was so near It allures me like I care As my long lost lover What was that on the mirror! A reflection in the terror A woman or a whore Standing on the mirror With the soft corner I smiled at her She couldn't hold her tear Yet she smiled I let her sob Cause she got robbed All she said was the truth But lie allured So she Stands helpless Counting what she had lost Cause whore has no business that year Made woman on my mirror, a whore A single touch, kiss, moments, a man But I knew she had a dream -Was it shattered by her tear cause she is a whore Played by a player every time that's possible And she ended up as a whore

Holding unto one thing Only a dream Never became dreams Fed up with singularity Wish to pick plurality  While maintaining meaning in life Faced loads of drama to strife

स्टायल अनि फ्यासनको माग बर्दोछ, आजकल जो हेर नयाँ आएका आउट फीट संगसंगै डिजाइनर वेअर को डिमाण्ड गर्छन । येही कुरालाई मध्यनजर गर्दै डिजाइनर र सार्थक बुटिगको प्रबन्ध निर्देशक सीता भट्टराई जो ड्रेस डिजाइननिंगमा बिगत चौध बर्ष देखि आबद्द हुनुहुन्छ, सार्थक बुटिगको नयाँ शाखा विस्तार गरेको बताउनुहुन्छ । गत शनिबार राजधानीको चाबहिल  स्थित चाबेल प्लाजामा मिस् नेपाल इन्टरनेसनल २०१७, नीति शाहद्वारा बुटिगको तेस्रो शाखाको एक औपचारिक कार्यक्रम बीच उत्घाटन गरिएको हो। उत्घाटन कार्यक्रममा प्रमुख अतिथि नीति शाह लगाएत बिशेस अतिथि वरिस्ठ साहित्यकार निलम कार्की निहारिका र चाबहिल प्लाजाका प्रबन्ध निर्देसक निलेश मानन्धर उपस्थित हुनुहुन्थ्यो । कार्यक्रममा बोल्दै बुटिगको प्रबन्ध निर्देशक सीता भट्टराईले सन् २०२० सम्म थप दुइ शाखा विस्तार गरि ५ ओटा बुटिग बनाउने योजना रहेको जानकारी दिनुभयो । त्येस्तै  बोल्नेक्रममा कार्यक्रमको प्रमुख अतिथि नीति शाहले बुटिगको प्रबन्ध निर्देशक सीता भट्टराईसंगको पुरानो यादहरु सुनाउदै नयाँ शाखाका लागि सुभकामना दिनु भएकोथ्यो । वरिस्ठ साहित्यकार ...

एक पहिचान पछ्याउदै सुन्येतामा, गरिएको त्यो यात्रा रुमलिएका पाइला पहुच बेगर,बरु गर्दैछ प्रतिछ्या सम्बादका हरफ होइन, मात्र एक इसारा सम्बाद समाधान होइन,सायद एस्लाई थाहा छ हेरक भेट्नुको कारण चाहन्छ एक्लो बस्नुको विकल्प खोज्छ सम्बाद होइन मुस्कान रोज्छ प्रतेक भेटमा, अनि लामो यात्रामा उदेक लाग्दो बाटो सम्बाद बगेर साटनुछ हासो हिजो नभए जस्तै आँसु नै नभए जस्तै

Free from wanting Free from wishing Free from falling- not possible gravity pulls, he responds Free from search Free from seeking Free from floating-not possible dream is there, he corrects Free from rejection Free from recollection Free from repetition- not possible life is a  roller coaster, he asserts Free from expectation Free from any association Free from contemplation- not possible life has to be lived, he adds Not as colorful balloons floating in the sky carelessly But as a lonely moon in the night travels aimlessly- she murmurs.

 14 Aug, 2018 Dear Time,  You rebuke me You also revisit to see When you wish for To compare Yesteryears Time to tear but you are only so dear You snatched away my fear You took away my share But I can't have enough of you, my dear When I no longer can have it Even when you proved I am so unfit I waited at never ending transit Never hurried at any case Never knew it was also a race Neither had a home at any place. Ever unpromising Squander Soul

Oh my long lost lover What if I write a love poem for you What if I sing soulless song  for you What if I am doing crazy dancing stuff for you Will you love me too? Will you understand my indirect verse Will you end my search Will you answer all the curse What  if I can only equivocally express? I will fall out of words and fumble Will you give sound to my words, being humble Will you understand my hello If I may behave sallow  Will you bother to know? Will you not misunderstand my concern? Will you care my question? Will you just take me easy? Will you stop me if I get crazy? Will you be my lover? Who has a love song forever Rough time, tough life Together forever thinking there is world to discover Together

Roasted brown in your thoughts When life has to cut rough Every time stars shine Every time rain drops tip- tip asking me to rest in peace Before I die How do I experience peace When time sharpens jolted pieces  When life has to pierce again and again Same thing to deal Same emotion to feel My verse looks so blue When life cuts tough unseen throat and thoughts Seek space to chuck I write, write and write Yet I feel I am not through Wish of a piece for peace When its only thing you miss.