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शुन्य कि शुन्यता

 आवाद हुन् आकाश झैँ फैलने  आशमा रुमलिने जालोमा फस्दैछु  अवसर कै आशमा चालिएका  पाइला पटक -पटक ठेस लाग्दापनि  रोकियन्न त्यसैलाई सफलता सोच्दैछु  अपबाद कहाँ हु र म  हातमा आयको शुन्यलाई  नियाल्दै म  निक्यौल गर्दैछु  शुन्य कि शुन्यता 

रुमलिए धेरै एउटै समीकरणमा

धमिलो मन कहाँ स्पस्ट देख्न सक्छ र ? कसले किन मार्यो निश्चल मनको रहर  चंचल मन गर्दै धमिलो मनको यात्रा  अपरिचित बन्दै परिचित अनि फेरी  अपरिचित बन्दै गरेको हाम्रो नाता  कोहीबाट केहि लगेका छैनौ एक अर्काको साथमा  रित्तो मन आज सुनसान सुन्दै छ  मनसुन मा पनि उ एक्लो लाग्दैछ  मौनता बार्ढैदै आकाशको चंद्रमासंग टोलाएका आखाँको आँसु संग  डर छ कतै मौनता हुने हो कि भंग  म अधुरो थिए तिमी आउनु अघि  कि बने तिमी गएपछि  रुमलिए धेरै दिन, यहि समीकरणमा  नरोकिनु तिमी, मेरा कुनै शब्द वा कारणमा  नबाधियौ हामी बिना कुनै अर्थमा  थियो केवल कोशिश कहानीमा नहराउने  एक -अर्काको  बिछोड संगै बिजोडा बन्ने , माया हाम्रो बेजोड बनाउने  एकपछि अर्का अध्याय  अध्याय सकेपछि साथ सधैको  चाहना सकियो सबै हाम्रो तब चंचल मन थाहै नपाई धमिलियो जब 
समय बाहेक सबै छ हातमा हाम्रो समस्या बाहेक सबै कुरा राम्रो  रातमा देखिएका आकृतिको सुन्दरता र दिनमा देखिएका सपनाको उल्झन्ता यहि कतै रुमलिएका हाम्रा चाहना कहिँ कतै आत्तिदै गरिएका पालना प्रतिको  चासो गुमाईको रौनकताको महत्तो अपरिहार्य छ  मन्द मन्द मुस्कान उसको एका -एक कहाँ हरायो समय सन्दर्भमा भड्कियको मन मेरो उनको बिलिन भएको मुस्कानको किन लिन्थ्यो चासो  मलिन अनुहारले सोधेको दिन थियो।  मौन मुखले केहि भने जस्तो मैले कहाँ बुझ्न सक्थे  मैलेपनि मेरो मौनताको लिए सहारा मौनता मै दिए प्रतिक्रिया त्यहि दिन देखि एक्लो उ अनि एक्लो म खैर म त् अझै खोज्दै छु शब्द सहि अन्जानमा भएका गल्ति कतै थुप्रिएका पो छन् कि सोच्दै थिए प्रत्यक पटक जब मौनताले तर्साउथ्यो।  भावनालाई मनले समाल्ने सामर्थ्य गुमाउथ्यो। 

Modern Day Fairy- Tale

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Why are you single? A common question for an adult above 30. I have been asked it numerous times since I passed high school. People ponder that in the age of social media one is still single. I have been fielding the questions with limited excuses.  Recently, my 6 years old niece (Prashvi Thapa) drew a picture at the whiteboard at my home. I asked her then what she was drawing. She replied in her babbling voice, “That is you and that is your prince”. I could see a beautiful princess-like figure with a prince. I was super shocked to listen to her. I responded with a friendly laugh and asked, “Why do I need a prince?” She stammered a little and got breathless as she replied, “a prince saves everything that’s why you need a prince.” I added some more questions to the 6-year-old toddler, “why do I need anyone to save me?” She answered me in one breath without thinking with a question, 'isn't it a prince who saves, makes and decorates a castle?’ I asked her another question, “does...

Anup, who dwells with his Dream

Anup, an academic dweller  Poet, Philosopher, and Storyteller A man with an immense dream Learning is only his life's theme He writes, travels & educates anyone he meets This world is his canvas to create what he wishes.

Multiplying Psyche

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How do I say it to you? My love is only for you I love you to the moon and back, the line I try I felt it is not enough thinking about how I would multiply The feeling I have for you How do I share it with you? In a language, you understand  Creole, it may be! Mwen renmen ou lalin lan ak dèyè,  Or, French? Funny I may sound vous aimer jusqu’à la lune et retour Or, else Spanish? Stupid I may sound Te amo a la luna y de regreso Repressing all my ego I want to be with you where ever you go You travel on a lonesome road I have seen you in a low mode Whatever the case is, just don't be rude I will keep multiplying what you give me Let's keep it mutual our psyche  

The Heart of Darkness_Symbole_Theme_Character

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Picture:  Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, Paperback, 9781843444725 | Buy online at The Nile   The Heart of Darkness_Symbole_Theme_Character Picture: Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, Paperback, 9781843444725 | Buy online at The Nile "The Heart of Darkness" is the name given to Joseph Conrad's first published novel. It was published in 1899, and is set in Africa. The story follows a series of events that take place on a ship, as the captain and crew deal with racism, colonialism, and disease. "Heart of Darkness" has been described as a politically charged work, which raises many important questions about life in Europe at the end of the 19th century. The novella is about a white man, Charles Marlow who travels to Africa and becomes disillusioned with the progress that has been made there. He spends a lot of time observing the local people and their traditions but finds them completely alien. He wonders why these people haven't developed their...