Sandhya Thapa

भिडको बिचमा उभिएको छु यो भिड मेरो चाहना होइन एउटा गन्तब्यपछि दौडीएको छु यसको बिचको सुन्यता मेरो लक्ष्य होइन सफा देख्छु बाटो केहि कठिन नै छैन कहिले नछोड्ने साथको पछि थिए तर साथ होइन पाए कहिले नछोड्ने याद कहिले नछोड्ने याद केहि मर्म स्पर्शी साथ, मायाको नासो कोसिस खुसि हुने, अर्थहीन पलको हासो सायद यस्तो, सस्तो पट्यार लाग्दो पल एकनास अघि बढिरहेको घडी र जीवन, उस्तै लाग्छ हरेक दिन अघि बर्दै, चलायमान तर जानु कहिँ छैन, देख्ने कुरा नया हैन अनि फेरी अर्थहीन भोगाइका कुरा बेकारको बकवास, गफाडीको गफ जस्तो बिग्रिएको, बेरुजु हिसाब जस्तो बेइमानी बिडम्बना जुन कुरा चाहिन्छ तेहि कुराबाट टाडा भाग्नु पर्ने सफा सुन्दर तर पनि कहाली लाग्दो 

Came through the road silently Not alone but accompanied by dread heart Then it was coupled with unstable heart So the happiness was weak and fragile Set the solo journey once more Heart remains dread and got back again on the silent road It critically answers every unsolved question on mind Perhaps inexperienced but read everything about life Original old concepts get repeated Nothing is new Hence it said "inexperienced yet read the trend"

The wind blows you off but not away from the shore So it's you once more, my heart can adore Because with you I don't feel broken any more Don't hold heart with hate hence I state We are story in making, not an ending Like a painter preparing to paint Those failures are our canvas Something nice is in making Our success story will be ground breaking The dawn is drawing dream, soon to be reality The dusk is ready with twilight for all the clarity

There is a gloomy girl blame her for all She is inclined to see only the darker side She doesn't know the happy joyous days of adulthood She has been treated by heart so rude she still likes to look at her old stuff when she moves in her emotional turf  A boring girl dwelling on her past call I don't want to write about her I want to contribute hopeful literature to entertain hopeful heart these days not the complex code is required to decode but u gotta decode a formal reply I am okay 

कोहि  कसरी मुस्काउन सक्छन आजकल बिना नसा आजकल मुस्काउनु पनि हो एक कला करकापमा नगरेको काम पनि आजकल बन्दैछ एक सजा आफ्नै मात्र लाग्थ्यो निजि ति  कुरा तर रहेछ साझा प्रतिस्ठा, सम्मान अनि इज्जत लाग्छ खोक्रो आदर्सका कुरा फेरी तिनै, यिन कै पछाडी जो खेल्छन झूटको खेल अनि बोल्छन केवल मिथ्या आजकल मुस्काउन माहिर मन पनि  खोज्दैछ अध्यारो मेला प्रकाश असह्य, झूट्मा राम्नेका लागि, येसैले मुस्काउन, खोजीमा छ अन्धकार बेला,  बिना नसा

The solitude soul has lost its merit When it turned to darker than the raven No event remained to revive any addiction As smoke at the seashore was harrowing my appearance Nothing could guide me, not even the Northern Star's radiance Unanswered queries to win over the heart Has nothing, to do with uninvited guest  So there it goes solitude soul losing all its merit

जहाँ अर्थहीन मुस्कान मुस्काउछन बिस्वासको आवसकता  तब पर्यो जब यो सकियो सुरुवातको आवसकता त्यहाँ छ जहाँ अन्त्य भैसकेकोछ खाली यो मन त भयो जब यो मनबाट बिदा भयो महत्व हरायो उसको जब आवसकता रित्तियो निरास यो जीवन भएको यो अनुभव आसा किन नपलाएको प्रस्न संगै नजिक बर्दैछ टाढा रहन खोज्दैछु तर पछाडी आउदैछ जति भागे त्यति नजिक पाए खुसीको खोजि गर्ने सबैले दुखः गर्यौ भयको कुराको महत्व कम हुने कुराले नै गर्दा दुखलाई पनछाउन सधै दुखि नै राहयोउ गफको लामो लहरा, कहिले टुटेन तर बिस्वासको जरा त्येतिनै कम्जोर भयो बुद्दिहिन बुद्दिले नै सोच्यो अनि सक्तिहिन आटले नै काम गर्यो अन्त्यमा असफलता नै सफलता बन्यो भावनामा बग्नुको मजामापनि येथार्थामा रोयोउ रुनुको औचित्य नबुझी अर्थहीन हासो हास्न थाल्येउ हो, त्यहि अर्थहीन हासो नै हास्दैछु आजकल आसु लुकाउनु छ येसैले हास्दैछु आजकल

चाहनाको यो दोधारमा, समयको परिवर्तन संगै कहाँ पुगे म, अनि तिमी कता, जीवनको चलाई संगै, देखेका ति सपना सारा सायद बगिदिए रुवाई संग अनि आसुसंगै आखाका नभएको होइन तिम्रो लागि, माया मनमा तरपनि थाहा नै भएन कम भयो जीवनको कुन मोडमा महत्व तिम्रो साथको दुरीले नै कम गरायो अनि जाउ अब आफ्नो बाटो भन्न कर लाग्यो माफी दिने कस्ट सायद नदिउ होला तिमीलाई महत्वपुर्ण समय तिम्रो जरुरी छैन दिन मलाई यसैले आफै बनाउदै छु बाटो, तिम्रो बाटोबाट टाढा धेरै टाढा -कारण अल्मलिन नपरोस कहिलेपनि तिमीलाई सुरुको मायालुपन सायद पूर्ण थिएन यो मनलाई समयसंगैको मायालु साथ् नभएपछि दुरी त केवल बहाना थियो सायद भुल्न साना, अति कम भावना केहि क्षय्रणलाइ करकापको अवस्य होइन माया यो, फर्केर हेर्दापनि देखेनौ कि दिन त्यो, सायद त्यसैले बन्द गर्र्योउ सबै ढोका आफ्नो मनको तरपनि गर्यो के म, भनु कुन चाहि सब्द सहि परिवर्तनको समयसंगै परिवर्तन भएका तिमी सुन, अनि माफ गर मलाई, मैले माया गरिरहन सकिन माफ गर मलाई, मैले माया गरिरहन सकिन

कहिले कहिँ सुकुन महसुस हुन्छ एस्तो जब तिम्रो मुहारमा देख्छु मुस्कान मस्तको हो तेही मुस्कान मेरो प्यास हो एस जीवनको खोज़ त कहिले सकिन्न भनिने कुरापनि छन्द नमिलेको कविता जस्तो पट्यार लाग्दो तर तिम्रो मुस्कान जति हेर्यो लाग्छ नया नया जस्तो

चाहनाको यो दोधारमा, समयको परिवर्तन संगै कहाँ पुगे म, अनि तिमी कता, जीवनको चलाई संगै, देखेका ति सपना सारा सायद बगिदिए रुवाई संग अनि आसुसंगै आखाका नभएको होइन तिम्रो लागि, माया मनमा तरपनि थाहा नै भएन कम भयो जीवनको कुन मोडमा महत्व तिम्रो साथको दुरीले नै कम गरायो अनि जाउ अब आफ्नो बाटो भन्न कर लाग्यो माफी दिने कस्ट सायद नदिउ होला तिमीलाई महत्वपुर्ण समय तिम्रो जरुरी छैन दिन मलाई यसैले आफै बनाउदै छु बाटो, तिम्रो बाटोबाट टाढा धेरै टाढा -कारण अल्मलिन नपरोस कहिलेपनि तिमीलाई सुरुको मायालुपन सायद पूर्ण थिएन यो मनलाई समयसंगैको मायालु साथ् नभएपछि दुरी त केवल बहाना थियो सायद भुल्न सङ, अति कम भावना केहि क्षय्रणलाइ करकापको अवस्य होइन माया यो, फर्केर हेर्दापनि देखेनौ कि दिन त्यो, सायद त्यसैले बन्द गर्र्योउ सबै ढोका आफ्नो मनको तरपनि गर्यो के म, भनु कुन चाहि सब्द सहि परिवर्तनको समयसंगै परिवर्तन भएका तिमी सुन, अनि माफ गर मलाई, मैले माया गरिरहन सकिन माफ गर मलाई, मैले माया गरिरहन सकिन

केहि मायालु सब्द मन हुने रोमान्टिक पल कसैको खुसिमा अझ खुसि भयको महसुस हुने त्यो भावना माया हो यहि माया मै अडिग यो संसार यसको अभाबमा निराश, बेखुस आधार एउटा मायाको बनोस खुसि हुने पल, त्यो साथमा विश्वास रहोस केहि सपना साचेर खुसिहुने मन जो संग जीवन बाच्न हामी सपना देख्ने गर्छौ त्यो समय र सपनालाइ साकार गर्ने अठोट नै जीवन भर कायम भयझै साथ् पाउन सकेउ भने आफुले चाहेको खुसि बाच्न सकिंछ माया नै माया भरियको मनमा उत्साह, उमङ्ग सबै हुन्छ सायद मायामा पर्नु अनि कसैलाई माया गर्छु भन्नु मात्र पर्याप्त नहोला र सम्बन्धलाई सुमधुर र राम्रो बनाईराख्न आवस्येक रोमान्सकोपनि हुन्छ 

थाहा छैन कहा छौ  के भयो तिम्रो उत्साह र उमंगलाई ? लक्ष्यमा पुग्न खोज्ने ति पाउहरुलाई? कहाँ छन् कुन हालतमा छन् ति इक्ष्य्छाहरु ? उडी हिड्ने खुला आकाशमा रहरहरु ठुला समुन्द्र काट्ने साहशहरु कि त ब्रिसेउ सबै कुराहरुलाई ? कि त हरायो ति सबै चाहनाहरु ? भेट्न नसकेर कतै धिकार्दै छौ कि आफुलाई ? कि त बिर्सन खोज्दैछौ ति सुनौला सपनाहरुलाई ?

I want to discover the things of mine covered heart May be it remains uncovered but I couldn't discover it Wanna clear up the shadowy sides of mine heart I wanna pull it on the way where I'm Covering all the memories made Want to uncover new trade I wanna understand it as a winner I wanna breathe in a new air I wanna travel to new voice of the heart That will brag nothing but demands start

I don't know either her happiness or pain That created wrinkle in her face She has no achievement But so- called lesson in the life race She must have been a beautiful chick But now her face is her reality check That tells she faced alone all her risk Definitely, she has things to call her own Still she holds memories to mourn on She travels to her memory lane To protect from scars and to smile back She wants to relive but she forgets the particular track Good and bad, she has both the experiences to live with She likes to believe, she would see the heaven even though its just a myth.

There is debris of desire Burnt by the unseen fire Ashes all together Have created my pyre  I saw dark raven Calling me at the windowpane  He conveys,"God is coming in the next train" So it stops me to sing in pain While sitting I contemplate Did I treat everyone well, I met? Before I leave, after my final treat With my all love I want to greet Mine innocent mind and hypocrite heart collaborate To sing a song what living life can't tolerate On a dead's bed one can't elaborate So the god is coming to ameliorate  -what has turned sour and can't be tolerated

 Not Escapist yet Escaping No, Sound here around me But I know I am not deaf I'm disappearing here around in silence I still feel there is something leading me to the way where I don't want to go I don't wanna walk but I am disappearing here around in the silence So, I am walking to escape from being disappeared. I am communicative, tried to be comprehensive as much as I can I spoke the same language but unable to find responsive ear So I am trying to escape this silence and I don't want to disappear.

To get engaged with the man of own dream To wish I could turn back the time And be with you again is just another dream To say you are the best thing that happened to me is also part of that dream The moments have all gone Here I am remembering, siting all dreams all alone You will make solemn love But have you thought "What will it make you?" Don't try to keep the dignity of your love coz you can lose yours.

मलाई यो जिन्दगि अजिब लाग्छ मायाको स्पर्सबाहेक सब सजिब लाग्छ सपना, चाहना, अनि लक्ष्य सबै बहुमुल्य तर, मायाको चाही अबमुल्यन भय जस्तो लाग्छ एउटा एथार्थ परक जीवनको खोजि सिकिएका कुराबाट धेरै टाढा जनिएका सिद्दान्तले न  नै बखान गर्न मिल्ने   न नै आलोचना जहाँ अस्तितो भन्दा चाहनाको गरना होस् जहाँ जोड घटाउको समिकरणको आवसेय्क नपरोस म त्येस्तै एउटा संसारको खोजीमा छु

To my old fashioned lover Look here and there Before we get over Find fearless Facebooker Who says love you forever Let's be hypocrite Every time we meet And keep saying I love you Before we leave And then you remain Be happy in that virtual world Coz real world is bare, boring and cold So sail my dear before you hold I wish you are truthful than your drunk mood And I wish your heart isn't rough and rude.

To a Ghost Digger You dug the tomb You pulled the body You got the ghost out You forgot the wish probably When the sky was cloudy And then it rained  You had to beat it too to its soul because that's destiny's call That's you, there again Going away in next train First to leave Not putting back what you dug Without showing a right track How did you feel when u pulled it out? Did it gratify your soul? To hold it again What did you gain? To get the ghost in pain?

Introduction: Lesbian Loners in Soongava Soongava, is about lesbians and social prospective in lesbians relationship. A lesbian is a female homosexual: a female who experiences romantic love or sexual attraction to other females. Nepali society (as portrayed in Soongava) is unable to appreciate lesbian relationship that’s why girls who are lesbians remain secluded, they have to live in isolation and they are loners in society. Film director, Subarna Thapa is presenting plight of two lesbian girls in Soongava. The film shows two lead female protagonists from Kathmandu, they have to leave their parents because of their objection on their relationship. In the movie Kathmandu, a capital city of Nepal is presented as patriarchal society. Lesbianism is out of the box concept for patriarchal society. Nepali society is a patriarchal society. Women are secondary in various aspects and sexual preference is not at all a discussion topic. For patriarchal s...

Why would I see anyone or anything through your eyes? When I have mine own to show me the truth and disguise Mine thoughts are better than my looks Mine words are better than my silence that's why I prefer to speak I deny to be a mere spectator So don't stop me I want to speak You might level it useless But my duty is to save truth's peak As it can't speak itself I'm speaking in its stead Table will turn someday And heart will be pushed away Then the same line you will say  "Why would I see anyone or anything through your eyes? When I have mine own to show me the truth and disguise"

त्यो संसारिक मोहको पछाडी आहा मन कति चंचल अनि चाहना कति निश्चल तर मन कतिपटक तर्पने चाहना नमजाले धमेलिने छरपस्ट, अस्पस्ट फेरी दोधारे मन केहि गर्न नमान्ने, अबुझ्पनि मस्तिस्क, बिचार येस्तै बिग्रिएको हिसाब राख्ने पुरा नहुने सपनाको मुल्यतिर्ने अनि पुरा भयको सपनाको माहतो नबुझ्ने बेफौक को जिन्दगि आडम्बरले भरिपुर्ण सब्दको खोजि गर्दै बितिरहेकोछ चाहेको के हो पनि जान्दैन पाएको कुरा सम्हाल्ने स्किल पनि छैन अनि सन्तुस्टी त केवल आदर्सका कुरा असन्तुस्टीपनि  सन्तुस्टीको परिपुरक बिडम्बना, सन्तुस्टी बुझाइमा सिमित असन्तुस्टी, जिन्दगीको भोगाइ... एक सत्य

म केवल एक यन्त्र मेरो सुनाई, बुझाई सबै यन्त्रको अनि यन्त्र जस्तै लटेस्ट समयको outdated version अनि म केवल एक यन्त्र मेरो चलाई, भोगाइ सबै यन्त्रको अनि यन्त्र जस्तै म यस्तो जिन्दगि चाहन्न जस्मा मृत्युको चाहना बाहेक केहि हुन्न म तेस्तो माया चाहन्न जस्मा सररिक निकटता बाहेक केहि हुन्न आजकल यस्तो सुन्यतालाई म प्रतिनिधितो गर्दैछु लाग्छ यो सान्ति सून्यताको नभई मेरो सुनाइको नै कमजोरी हो

एक अलगैको मेहेनत गर्दैछ  उ आजकल एउटा मेहनत: मितेरी गास्ने अनि मायालाउने झूट संग सत्यताको केहि रहेनछ प्रतिफल तैपनि प्रफुलित राख्न मनलाई मेहेनत गर्दैछ उ आजकल त्यो बेफौकको बिबस्तालाई वास्ता नगरी नया तालमा मस्तछ उ आफ्नो पुराना कुरालाई मिलौन भन्दा नया खेलौना गन्न ब्येस्त छ उ उ आफै संग पनि अलि अलि दराउदैछ आजकल भित्र भित्रै केहि गुनासो गुटु मुटु पर्ने कलामा रम्दैछ उ आजकल

आवेगमा आउने यो मन अनि मस्तिस्कलाइ समाल्न कति गारो समयसंगै हरैजाने चाहनालाइ फेरी भेट्न किन रहर बन्यो टाढा अनि पर छितिजमा देखिएको आकृति आफ्नो जस्तोलाग्थ्यो , होइन पो रहेछ उषाका किरण संगै बिस्तारै बिलायो अनि पो छयरिक जीवनको बेथा बुझियो एही हो जीन्दगी- खुसि र दुखः ले सजाएको केहि पलले बनाएको अनि केहि दुखले बिगारेको र खुसीले सिंगारेको न नै हारले, न नै जीतले, न त कसैको साथले पर्छ फरक अनि त बढ्छ अघि  हरेक हालमा एसकै चालमा,चाहेपनि नचाहेपनि

कसैलाई पाउनुमा भन्दा गुमाउनुमा छ माया कसैलाई साथ पाउदा रमाउनुमा भन्दा साथ नहुदापनि साथ रोज्नुमा छ माया कोइ आफ्नो हुनुभन्दा कोइ आफ्नो बनोस भन्ने आसामा  छ माया प्राप्ति पछिको बिछोड अनि बिछोडपछि भेट होस् भन्ने आसामा छ माया गैसकेको उसैको पर्खाइमा अनि फर्काइको चाहनामा छ माया पायपछी महत्व कम हुने दुइतर्फ़िमा भन्दा एकतर्फी मायामा छ माया

कुन चाहनाको दोधारमा म आफै फसे अनि फसाए तिमीलाई माफ गर तिमि मलाई मैले तिमीलाई फसाए जस्तै लाग्छ भने गल्ति भैसकेकोछ दुरीपनि आइसकेकोछ दुखित मनलाई होइन दुखित मानसिकतालाइ समाल्न गारोहुदोरैछ

हामी सबै बिरामी कोइ सररिक त कोइ मानसिक जस्तै हाम्रो सोच केहि अत्ति आवसेक त केहि अनावोसेक अव म अलि अलि बाच्दैछु सास लिदै, खुसि खोज्दैछु जब म  अलि अलि मर्दैथिये सास लिदै बाच्ने कोसिसमा थिए याद नै थिएन अध्यारोपछिको उज्यालोको साथ सेतोको परिपुरक बन्नु नै कालोको अस्तित्व महत्व हरायापछिको साथ र साथ हटेंपछी पाउने आस दुवै अर्थहीन - दुवै कहाली लाग्दो दुखः अनि सुख दुवै बितेर जाने आहा! कति सरल समीकरण तर, जीवन बुझ्न कति गारो अनि जीवन कति कहाली लाग्दो

Each truth is made story Sometime you imagine Sometime your partner does But then an imagination is mere imagination, not the reality Silence and sound both then start to trouble But we maintain to prevent things to get normal To escape from the truth actually a made up story becomes horrible Even then that's alright, yet the question is there to this world When the world is deaf, dangerous filled with beautiful faces yet so cold And the sheer coldness of the body I confess I can't hold... I can't hold The sheer coldness of their and mine own body Remind me, we all have to die someday Then I get my solace to accept my defeat among the modern day walking deads.

Read it somewhere and I think that's true Gravity doesn't work when love is true Nothing attracts but your love to you Your fall is total free Beautiful world you'll see You'll realize love is deeper than the sea You won't realize when you sink in it Your life is beautiful and only love you want to meet Whenever your eyes are seen, you want "Love story" to read

I keep smiling and floating like balloon With a broken string attached or unattached I became light Now I can take my flight Wide and open sky with happy heart I can embrace, appreciate What happy heart will create A smooth breeze blows my heart As it passes through my ear It tells me something is left to start Or to end -still to see some part A crazy comprehension sets two hearts free They float like balloons free in the sky No where to reach Nothing to preach

Without losing dignity Why does it feel dirty? Dull , yellow and low, story of an honest heart There is no crux to any cruel heart Which I hold these days As it fights with hypocrite heart once again Sometime I feel like somebody else I want to try new lives Its complicated to be me Sometime I am the Existentialist I am also after Nihilist Yet I feel I am naive and just a catalyst

What was that? I sensed an amore But nothing is seen as such What is to adore? Was that a beautiful ghost? To deny and rebuke later To jolt pieces once again- -a lonely loved heart Routine is broken Never had the balance, they all ask for it Never maintained a healthy heart So, its prone to have a heart attack Colder than winter ice, Amore some more, though it is unrequited once or twice Ready to pay all the price Wish it will only treat you nice.

I am not Snow White among woods Who gets afraid among lonely woods What frightens me is lovely and beautiful faces The level of price tag and expire date are invisible  So lovely, beautiful face makes it possible To entertain heart that is lonely and stable All you can do is talk all I can do is listen I can't help you and I am helpless too And I believe I am paying mine life's due -all well- lets -hope so.  My ethereal emotion where I swim Gives no platonic peace But takes me back to existential realm

There was a short distance But we made it large and long Now we both are suffering because of inferiority complex You stand in different hill Both of watching each other standing still With word I hurt-ed you and you too But the love in me and you can't let us go apart Generation gap orders us to debate And this gap in ages made me confident When I need the help you will be the first to stand up You are such a sweetest person that I can ever have  Sometime our talks speak the bitter reality But I know you are the one for me And can be sure of forever, it will be you who I hold to when I need the most You have gain, you have won and you have lost too I have mine own gain, won and loss Experiences count, more than even our lives Life had its all plans, predictions and preparations So, lets be together as rock when it plans to f**k Let's not blame anyone for anything Coz, I know its mine happiness you seek for And your happiness that I count too No...

For few of mistakes I have done Or, for few mistakes I'm about to do You had choices and you chose to go I'm not the one who is perfect Pardon me, if I presented myself as one Forgive me, I wasted your valuable time What comes in surface isn't total truth There is something inside the heart, But words can't explain how to end and start I didn't love you then but I liked you a lot Now I don't like you at all but I love you so much "Go away" was a word you said when I needed you the most I hope and wish, your love-story wouldn't be like mine May it last long and in your land sun of love stays to shine

That incomplete status of the feeling is disturbing Comes along with reminiscences of desire I don't remember when it made its way from my mind How to achieve it again, I don't know And now I'm feeling so incomplete without it Broken dreams, shattered strength- don't take me anywhere I'm deprived of the confidence. Once I used to have All the achievements turned to ashes Lonely heart scuttles off Spreading hands, back rolled up again empty Mind doesn't work Learned the lesson Effort ends in vain Space to make space for someone and Space to separate someone I never understood this equation Both need space And I can't make both and take both Pieces broken again, Distance can't be dissolved Mistakes can't be forgiven but only counted Heart remains unsaved Problems remain unsolved Fate or destiny, a consoling answer Had to stop uncontrolled desire Unheard story may speak someday Cause truth and sun can't be hidde...

Suddenly your love became something so precious I can't repay you with anything, our love is so mysterious That's why while we live, let's live in love My feeling for you, nothing can really stop In the night so silent and fearful No one but its you I find so trustful Among so many, you are my sweetest desire And please don't let go off our love's fire Let's not let any small space come over or replace our love's place We will make our love beautiful than what fairy- tales had told Let's keep our love fresh, refine, anew even though we grow old Though there is future lies so unknown Both of us won't let go what is our own That is our precious care and love For it our hope, dreams and life lie above

The blessed feeling of being in love Now is sure to live long and forever Truly, step by step your are giving me All the happiness I seek for You are there for me I'm also there for you Even the darkest night don't scare me anymore I've nothing to be scared off You are so sure and I'm so happy to be true Who says its hard to face the truth I say its always not so and it can be beautiful too When you came and went like the wind Then the hope of you, coming back, came into being There is nothing so uncertain and doubtful Now our love is going to go so far I give you a word for not leaving you Wide big smile comes by and I don't wanna lose you Every love poem I read, it reminds me of you Every sweet affection sight leads me to you All the best wishes belong to you Now I leave my heart with you with nothing but love so true Immensely when we desire, we get what we want After meeting you, I sensed I'm complete I get what I wish for and...

I don't want to murmur about it But wanna cry loud to fix things I don't and you also avoid the risk Don't get lost in your world Please don't let go and do hold And don't let your heart to be sold Either its them, is the reason Do make it true with clear vision Give our love a right recognition You know what my solemn heart seeks for Even in its ignorance it finds you so dear Says, will wait for you either being far or near Acceptance is just the relief I know there should be belief

Acceptability of the heart that I carry Increased for you when I missed you nearly Ran to you by the time when things get so scary You are not sure and fearless We say we love but we lack sureness But there is something pulling us for ever togetherness You have your obligations, I have mine own necessities Still we wish to be attached away from calculation of any possibilities us... us...And that is you and only me All the options you have got and you have to make decision Tell me what you'll choose and don't ask me for the permission Because I know you'll be after your own mission No matter what, we all have to miss something, someday We are not sure, what would it be like if we get apart ( 14th Nov. !!)

It's not easy to turn-over the pages of the memory When you have saved more than in your diary It's not your mind that desires to recollect But its your heart which keeps every record Easily one can say just throw away old crabs Yes, we move on, collecting memos to connect gaps All those old stories and remembrance, are the traps Saving it either makes happy or hurts like hell Your belief may get changed along with your attitude But for few, you stay always same to pay tribute Being weak, fragile, broken, and gloom because of the scar That's why though your are heading a head, you reach no where Reality may hit you, hurt you but you accept it forever Because you have no back up plans like good gamer That's why you keep digging the past The unsuccessful attempt to bring the gone Dead doesn't come back Who will help to escape from your circle When the arc is bigger you can't see the outer-space Then you will end up trying your luck in t...

Your heart can't but your mind dismisses When your love ends in the thousand pieces When you find no one to catch you when you fall With your doom heart you can't entertain all If you are destined to lose what you intent You have to let it go no matter how much you'd prevent If you arrogantly seek only to entertain Your love will return you nothing but ends in vain Hope you'll deal with the heart not so displeased All over your life to get him/her you'll be pleased If true love, we all can find Beautifully a life can be designed

Models of Public Sphere in Political Philosophy A public domain created for the communication between people to share political concepts, social practices within the society or country is known as the public sphere. It has been practiced since the time of Aristotle. Gurcan Kocan states that “Aristotle refers to the public sphere as a social and political space in which citizens come together to talk about issues of political concern to form civic opinions”. (Kocan, 2008: 27) Aristotle believes public sphere establishes relationship between citizen and state to share their opinion on political activities. Citizens are required to communicate for which they need space. It is a public forum for the rational discussion on policies of state. Public sphere has multiple meanings provided by different political, social and philosophical connotations. Jurgen Habermas argues public sphere as autonomous component that starts from society, distinct from the state. It functions as decision an...